It's raining outside as it always does in the Pacific Northwest. Jose Gonzalez is singing soothingly, and I could almost melt in this moment. However, there is a very shaking uncertainty to this moment as I contemplate my next steps.
My next steps, always shrouded in unknown, seem to always be pushing me forward to some great purpose that I yearn to discover before it discovers me. Its like this ache that presses into every moment and all that I do. I desperately want to know what I'm here for...what specific purpose that I am fighting for.
I'm ready to shake this land, as Catpower says. I ready to stand for something more. What is it that God would ask of me. I'm after that purpose, but always wondering where its leading. "Maybe now, I'll look with my mind."
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